Something happens when we get older, and when I say older I mean over the age of perhaps 12.
You may have heard unfortunately some people decide your artistic ability (which I’ll say two things too 1. I’m sorry that happened and 2.They are incorrect) and just generally we start absorbing what we are the rules of the creative world and genuinely believing these are set in stone.
It’s all intimidating and I can definitely relate from actual experience. The first time I actually held a bass guitar was hilarious for this. I wandered into a music store over to where the basses were and looked up at the fancy Fenders hanging above me.
“Hey, can I help you?” Came from my right where a twenty-something salesperson stood.
“Umm…yeah,” I said picking a first instrument “Can I try…that one?”
“Yeah, sure man!”
Now, I was about twenty myself so this guy probably thought I had played lots and lots. Well, I played tambourine in a church, but that wasn’t gonna help me as this thing I had “air bassed” a dozen times was suddenly before me. The salesman looked down at me fascinated as I looked at the bewildering bass neck of lines and dots and wires.
I played three confused buzzy notes, probably like the ukeleles we had to play in grade 7.
“Phht!” Came from the salesman as he walked away amused.
No seriously. That happened.
I love it because to me it was like “welcome aboard!”. Also it almost gave me a sense of the importance of wanting to take this seriously. I didn’t buy from that particular salesperson, my first bass and amp coming from a music store in Sidney that’s no longer there.
But my point is, I know only too well how intimidating it is to get you from where you may be to actually doing it. I worked on some visual arts not that long ago and it is crazy how expensive some gear is, which is fair enough but still unfortunate to me as it could be one of those things that makes a novice go “ok, it was a fun idea…”. Don’t let it happen. I started with a cheap bass and a tiny amp back then. Andy Summers, the guitarist from the police, said it perfectly.
“A guitarist is expected to be able to just pick up an instrument for the first time and play like the universe is crying, laughing and singing all at the same time, and it’s just not true. We all start with those same scales and build day after day, working slowly and methodically from the possible to the impossible.
A drummer I knew back then gave me my first music book and my first thing was the c major scale, played really, really slow for days.
Speaking of the band The Police, one of the early reviews of the band was…
If they could get a better singer they would be a band to be reckoned with
They were talking about Sting by the way. So considering that, if you’re not blowing people away (including yourself) then you are in good company.
When Ricky Gervais created his character David Brent that started his acting career, he admits that he was constantly just messing around and trying things out. This is the essential of creativity. You quite literally “play” and try stuff. Get your pen/pencil/paintbrush/pick/fingers/drumsticks/(???) moving and see what happens. After that you can pick what you liked from what you did and expand on this.
Scott Adams said this too. Creativity is the nonsense that comes out. What you keep is the art.
So ignore that voice that says it’s for other people. Be like Cartman here…
“Whatevah, I do what I want!”